My Story

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All of us face what I call mess.  Harsh realities of life.  

I've faced some ugly ones. Trauma. Addiction. Cancer. Grief.  At times I thought, "Where is the hope? Where are the miracles in this mess?"

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I'd hear people say stuff like, "God only gives you what you can handle," or "Praise Him for the suffering," and I'd think they were crazy. I hated having to fake like I had it all together when I really didn't. When trauma and grief were gnawing away at my spirit, sometimes it was hard to read the Bible or go to church. Sometimes it was hard to be around people. I would wonder, "Is something wrong with my faith?"

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As it turns out, questioning my faith was a good thing. 

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God found me in the middle of my brokenhearted, questioning mess in 2003. I was already a believer, had been since age 6. But life had dealt me some harsh blows that confused me. When I chose to trust God, even with my doubts, He used these painful circumstances and God-found-messy-people to transform my view of life.  I learned how to see the miracles in the mile high mess.  How to address my thoughts and behaviors. To make positive changes and combat sin.  How to peek through the cracks and search for hope.

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Life didn't get magically easier after I began to walk in my salvation. Having faith didn't mean my struggles disappeared. I actually got cancer, lost loved ones, and faced huge transitions AFTER being healed from trauma and addiction. The miracle is that everything I learned about God, my relationship with His son Jesus, and the power of the Holy Spirit in my life, was more than enough to sustain me during the suffering. I actually grew stronger and more alive during the mess!

As a counselor, life coach, educator, and non-profit director, I've walked for 19 years along side of others during some pretty difficult messes.  Marriage struggles/divorce.  Traumas. Childhood/teenage issues. Homelessness. Unexpected pregnancy. Reentry into society after addiction, prison, and abuse. Abortion recovery.

And guess what?  I have come to find that there are miracles in the mess!

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I love sharing the words, biblical wisdom, and advice that has helped me on my faith journey. ​We are in this life together.  It's not about having all the answers, it's about sharing hope when we are asking the hard questions. Guiding each other with the Light of Jesus when navigating through messes. Helping each other to see the miracles.

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From one God Found Mess to another,

Allie